Sooo Drama

hayy.. (the deepest sigh i've ever done so far) bakit kaya ganun ang hirap. nahihirapan ako. pero bakit kaya? hindi ba pwedeng ibalik yung dati? sabi niya pwede naman daw. kung pwede nga sana mabalik na lang yung dati. pero napaka-imposible kasi nagbago na ang lahat. at ayon nga sa favorite kong kanta sa ngayon, "The only thing certain is everything changes, the lows and the highs and all those goodbyes..."everything changes talaga. at ang hirap magadapt. sobrang hirap. lalo na kapag maaalala mo yung dati na masaya, na perfect, na parang walang problema. haayyy nako naman ayoko pa naman ng ganitong feeling. akala ko ba adolescence lang ang may role confusion, bakit pati ako eh young adult na ako ay josko naman ilang araw na lang tatanda na naman ako. huhu kung pwede lang umiyak ng isang buong araw na tuloy tuloy gagawin ko, basta the next day hindi na ako iiyak. ang hirap naman umiyak ng maiiksing time pero halos everyday umiiyak. hindi kaya magandang hobby ang pag-iyak. baka maglead eto sa major depression ha. i need therapy na ata. alam mo ba yung feeling na gustong gusto mong yakapin yung isang tao pero kahit na anong gawin mo di mo yun magagwa kasi wala naman siya? alam mo yun ha? nafeel mo na ba yung iniisip mo yung isang tao tapos maiisip mo kung iniisip ka niya? nakakainis yung ganun noh. kahit na anong gawin mong pagpapakasaya, pagiging busybusyhan hindi eepekto. nahihiya naman ako sa mga kaibigan kong humihingi sa akin ng advices. bakit kaya gnun kapag sa ibang tao ang galing ko magadvice, magpalakas ng loob, pero ako wala hinang hina na hindi ko pa matulungan sarili ko. nanghihina na talaga ako. minsan ayoko na magising. tapos makakarinig ka pa ng lecheng emo song. parang inuudyok kang magsuicide eh. bakit ba ganto na naman ako. akala ko nalagpasan ko na yung gantong feeling. akala ko buo na ako pero parang basag parin. nasan ba ang mga diyosa at mga bathala. do i sound crazy already? or you're feeling the same way? gusto ko magbakasyon sa isang lugar kung saan ako lang ang tao. para magnilay-nilay at pagisipan ang mga bagay-bagay. marami akong kaibigan pero feeling ko wala. meron naman akong boyfriend pero bakit ang lungkot. naku naman talaga, ang sarap magmura pero since nag-promise na akong iwasan yun pipigilan ko na lang. hanggang leche na lang. so leche leche leche talaga. ayoko ng mga gantong kadramahan eh. pero gusto kong ilabas. kahit na magmukhang ewan sa ibang tao. bakit ba feeling ko ako lang mag-isa. bakit kapag may kasama ako todo ako tumawa pero kapag mag-isa umiiyak naman. hay naku naman. sarili kong pagkatao hindi ko maintindihan. bakit ba ganto. eto talaga ang pinakaayaw kong pakiramdam sa lahat. ako lang ba nakakafeel nito. nafeefeel mo ba? kausapin mo naman ako oh. magbigay ka ng kahit na maiksing words of encouragement. malapit na kasi ako magmental breakdown eh. nararamdaman ko lang. ayoko ng drama at ayokong magmukhang tanga. pero nararamdaman ko to. at nakakainis. sobra!

Sorry Guys...

..If ever i would not be able to update you with information about Brit. I might be gone for a week to focus on my upcoming oral revalida Oh Lordy!. Pray for me to pass. Thanks. :D

Britney Spears Steps Out in Studio City

Double-fisting two of her favorite sugary Starbucks drinks, Britney Spears ventured out on a coffee run in Studio City, California on Friday (September 26).

Enjoying the comfortably warm temperatures, the “Gimme More” singer sported a light yellow tank top as she was escorted out to the car by one of her handlers.

Earlier today, Britney’s brand new song “Womanizer” finally made its release, four days later than scheduled due to an unexpected leak of the tune on the Internet.

According to Reuters reports, “The song is an upbeat if slightly repetitive electropop number lasting about 3:40. It comes off Spears’ album “Circus,” which is set to be released on her 27th birthday on Dec. 2. The song was produced by The Outsyders, a group based in Atlanta.” Britney Spears Steps Out in Studio City

Britney Nominated Twice At MTV EMAs

We did it! Britney fans have nominated Britney for the 2008 MTV Europe Music Awards! Britney is currently nominated for Best Act of 2008 as well as the coveted Album of the Year award according to Musicweek.

Britney will be competing against the likes of Alicia Keys ("As I Am"), Coldplay ("Viva La Vida or Death And All His Friends"), Duffy ("Rockferry") and Leona Lewis ("Spirit") for Album of the Year.

"The range of this year's finalists really does demonstrate the breadth of taste of the MTV audience," says MTV Europe Music Awards executive producer Richard Godfrey.

It has not yet been announced if Britney will be nominated in her third category for Best Act Ever.

The 2008 EMAs are set to air on November 6th of this year in Liverpool. This is not the only overseas affair Britney has ties to. Extratv.com has confirmed Britney will perform on British show X-factor later this year. "Yes, I think Britney Spears is going to perform on 'The X Factor,'" judge Simon Cowell revealed. When asked how Cowell managed to snag Spears, he replied, "We didn't GET her. She's got a record coming out. We have the number one show in England. It's the best show for her to perform on. We're absolutely thrilled to have her."

Maybe she'll kill two birds with one stone and make a surprise appearance at the EMAs after her performance? One can dream...
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Britney and ex-husband Kevin are 'undergoing couples' counselling'

What a difference a year makes. Twelve months ago, Britney Spears was a lost cause - a tragic figure of fun who lost custody of her two young sons in a blaze of flashbulbs and disastrous publicity.

But the pop starlet has made a remarkable comeback in recent weeks, triumphing at the MTV Video awards, losing her excess weight - and now she is to take her rehabilitation a step further.

In a shock new move she and her ex-husband Kevin Federline are considering getting back together, it has been reported by America's National Enquirer.

The two are reportedly undergoing couples counselling to rebuild their relationship in the hope that they can raise their two sons as a family.

'Part of their therapy involves going on formal dates and Britney is so excited,' a source told the magazine. 'She's never stopped loving Kevin or hoping they'd get back together.

'Kevin still loves Britney too and if all goes well after six months of counselling they'll move back in together with the boys.'

Britney and Federline's three-year marriage ended in a bitter divorce in July last year, followed by a custody battle over sons Sean Preston, three, and two-year-old Jayden James.

But insiders say things have changed since the end of the court case.

'Britney's dad first talked to Kevin about reconciling with her last spring. He was really noncommital at the time because he and Britney were still at odds over custody.

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Finally! Womanizer!

Britney Spears
JIVE / Zomba
Circus
Womanizer:

Superstar
Where you from, how's it going?
I know you
Gotta clue, what you’re doing?
You can play brand new to all the other chicks out here
But I know what you are, what you are, baby

Look at you
Gettin' more than just re-up
Baby, you
Got all the puppets with their strings up
Fakin' like a good one, but I call 'em like I see 'em
I know what you are, what you are, baby

Womanizer

Boy, don't try to front
I know just what you are

Womanizer

Daddy-O
You got the swagger of champions
Too bad for you
Just can't find the right companion
I guess when you have one too many, makes it hard
It could be easy, but that's who you are, baby

Lollipop
Must mistake me as a sucker
To think that I
Would be a victim not another
Say it, play it how you wanna
But no way I'm ever gonna fall for you, never you, baby

Maybe if we both lived in a different world
It would be all good, and maybe I could be ya girl
But I can't 'cause we don't

Matchmaker Lynne Spears

Britney Spears' mother Lynne is desperate to reunite the singer with her ex-husband Kevin Federline.

Britney Spears' mother wants to reunite the singer with her ex-husband Kevin Federline.

Lynne Spears, who describes her former son-in-law as 'kind hearted' and 'down to earth' in her new book, is working hard to convince Britney and Kevin to give their relationship another chance for the sake of their two children.

The estranged spent time together as their sons Jayden James and Sean Preston celebrated their birthdays earlier this month and Kevin is said to have told Britney he still has feelings for her.

A source said: 'Kevin has apologised to Britney for his failings as a husband and said he wanted a fresh start. He confessed she is the love of his life, his soulmate and was sorry things went so wrong between them.'

Britney, 26, is thrilled by 30-year-old Kevin's apology and feels she is finally getting her personal and private life back on track.

The source added to the National Enquirer magazine: 'Not only is her career going well but it looks like her love life might be too. Britney never got over Kevin and she hopes this is the first step towards them reconciling. She knows a lot has happened but at least she knows he loves her.'

Britney and Kevin married in 2004, but their marriage ended just two years later.

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