The Late MK

I am suspended for work because of excessive tardiness. Since they do not suspend here, I won't receive any incentives for this month. So I am given a 2-week probation period. The 2nd week has not ended yet, but I already committed 2 tardiness. I hate public transportation here in Manila but I know it is not the one to be blamed. I have nobody else to blame, just me. So now, I cannot concentrate on my work because I am thinking what would they do to me? Will they terminate me? I just wanna go home and stay in my comfy bed. I wanna cry. :'(